blah.

psychosomatic. thats me today. twice i have made myself physically sick to my stomach. and how i wont be able to fall asleep for a while. crap built up from last week made me sick today, and i missed church. and i just did something really stupid that i knew would be a bad idea. guess i should have known it would make me sick too. i still cant let go of what i know i should. time to force all thoughts out that i know dont belong, see if i can manage that. im sick of all this. do i get a do over?

i think im going to the reg day service at mit tomorrow, even though i know it may not be a wise thing. i really wanna see fred and mike do the music.

maybe being such an open book online is a stupid thing to do. votes? yours will count for one, my vote counts for infinitiy plus one. so there.

Entry posted by byscuits on February 3, 2003 04:21 AM

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